Now i know...

"Nak x nak REDHA aje lah kan..." ??? Hehehe statement x bleh blah! :P

I didn't know the whole story. But now i know why it is so hard for you to accept it. If i am & were on your shoes, i admit, it's not that easy. Just my 2 cents, be strong & be positive bebeh! You did a very mulia job. Not every human can make / influence another human to be good & succeed! You are one of a kind ;) I am sure, if you are good, you'll fine someone good too. InsyaAllah :)

You know, i know... Cheer up! :D