What's up?

Nothing much.
This is just a mumble from a mother in her confinement.
Hehehe. I hate this phase though.
A tiring time where you fight with emotions.
Unstable. Fragile. Over sensitive. You name it.
That's why kalau salah langkah boleh meroyan ;)
The feeling is different when you got 1st baby, second and 3rd.
Dah masuk 3rd, haa kau. Rasa stress gilos!

Overwhelming! Tiring! Haywiring! Disturbing!

Masa pantang ni kan setan banyak dekat.

Jadi kalau tak melawan semua yang negatif2 tu alamatnya boleh

masuk tanjung rambutan!

Tapi dalam pantang nih lumrah la kalau ade feeling sedih lah unwanted lah.

Tak suka!

Mmm pity my elder two.
I've no quality time for them as all my attention goes to the little one.
Macam2 hal, gila cranky dari baby.
Sampai hilang sabar kekadang tuh.
I know they need my attention.

Tak menang tangan.
Mane nak manage baby, manage yang dua lagi tuh.

Nak manage diri sendiri lagi.

Physically & mentally exhausted.

Memula dulu rasa sedih jek tau.

Pasal pikir memacam.

Looks like I fail to manage it all.

Nasib lah ade husband yang sangat2 helpful.
As time goes by, alhamdulillah I manage to cope with the situation.
It gets better everytime.

Dah sebulan dah pun.
Semua dah boleh adapt with the new environment.
That we have a new addition to the family.
The little one ;)

Oh I got my 1st car riding today after a month of confinement.

Sebulan tak keluar rumah.

Hati meronta2 nak keluar. Hahaha ;P
Pegi klinik je pon. Baby 1 month jab.
Alhamdulillah baby ok jek.
No fever. No cranky.
Berat pon dah naik to 4.5kg.
Berat mama pulak turun sikit sangat.
Dah anak 3 ni susah rase nak slim balik.
Semua lemak dah tepu ;P
So kene extra effort lah.
Lepas ni kena exercise and control diet.
Hope lah iman kuat.
If not, terima je lah hakikat badan gedempol ;P

But for now I really hope that I can have my ME time.
Bukan nak pi holiday ke hape.
A day out pun dah cukop.
I need therapy.
I'm just tired.
At the same time I'm one happy mama with 3 children.
I just can't believe it.
Nak tambah lagi?
No! Full stop! ;P

Nah gambar budak sebulan yang telah meng-conquer semua attention ;)


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